December 2009
1 post
2010 is coming.
a brand new life coming it’s way. and definitely with a new resolutions.
im happy with the things i have now.
hopefully 2010 will a better year for me.
and last but not least….
i love my Boyfriend. wink.
November 2009
24 posts
frustrations.
the more i think of it, the more i will feel tired.
for the sake of my diploma, i have to go thru something that i dont like at all. i have to drag my feet to work. i have to force myself to be nice with people. i have to put on a fake face so that people will like me, like to work with me, like to be around me. im tired to go thru these every single day.
honestly, i cant live with a...
my all.
you will always be my baby. i promise.
i love you Muhammad Asri.
wiser.
yup! he turns 20 today.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY SAYANG!
moga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. dan moga Allah sentiasa memberi perlindungan dan ketenanagan dalam hidup. semoga berjaya sayang.. amin…
i will always be here, not only to stay but to pray for your health and success. be happy ok baby. smile always. and remm you are not old ok. no matter what you will always and forever be...
shagged.
finally im on 2 days off.
i need my rest. im just plain tired.
and shit happens while working just now. how i wish today could be better than what it is. everywhere seems to be having a commotion. i dont know why. sigh.
whatever it is, work’s done and i shall enjoy myself for the subsequent days. so celebrating love’s birthday in advance.
and we’re off to meet the animals!...
remedy.
my all time favourite drug.
i love you baby.
stress.
taxi driver nowadays is such an ass. when i dont need one, there are fucking all over the place. when i need one, it is so damn hard to get. like just now. i waited for one hour plus still i couldnt get one. actually we manage to find a few but i didnt know that taxi drivers nowadays are blind. couldnt see that we are actually flagging and we need a cab. and the best part is when the taxi drivers...
love.
When there is compassion, there is peace. When there is peace, there is love.
and love is important to make things going between you and me.
and definitely important to make the world go round.
realised.
in life, you cant expect things to me smooth and be the way you wanted to be. it’s not about being perfect in everything you do but is how you take all those ups and downs as something to learn, something to treasure and something to be there as memories.
now, i realised. i realised that it is more than having a beautiful relationship with your love ones. you need learn to understand and...
mistake.
When you make a mistake, dont look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind and then look forward. Mistakes are lesson of wisdom and obviously it show us what needs to be improve. Without making one, we wouldnt know what we had to work on.
ive did one just now and i dont wish to recall that climax. lucky me for not walking out that door. if i did…i dont know how to...
irritating specimen.
everyone was born in this world with manners or what we call it basic courtesy. unless their parents doesnt seem to be teaching them to be one or showing good example to them. too bad that this person doesnt have one and obviously, whoever is in my shoes will feel what im feeling right now.
yes. frustrated.
im damn sick and tired of it. work is already tiring for me yet im getting shit from you....
idiots.
ive only got two hands, to complete all the task that was assigned to me. if you can’t wait for your turn, then i suggest you dont stay. buat menyemak! and if you think shortage of manpower is not an issue, try being one ok.
seriously, no point being nice when “certain” humans doesnt know how to show one. they dont worth my time.
stick with you.
nobody gonna love me better, i must stick with you forever.
nobody gonna take me higher, i must stick with you.
you know how to appreciate me, i must stick with you my baby.
nobody ever make me feel this way, i must stick with you..
i love you sayang.
white gold.
thank you for the gift.
i really really love it. thank you sayang.
i love you.
somehow.
work was rather exciting today.
took 3 case. hopefully, i manage to continue with the pace i am now. yes, i will and i shall persevere through thick and thin like how i did when i was in NUH. sorry, those comments isnt necessary. if you think im laid back, i will show you my capabilities.
like i said, i will prove you wrong W.S.L. PERIOD.
nights.
disheartened.
read this.
” better buck up. i receive not that good comments about you from this ward.”
well,well,well, some ppl just simply gotta spoil my second day of prcp. furthermore, im having my lunch. making me even more agitated.
yes. i admit. im kinda laid back. too bad cause you people decide to choose the ones that you prefer to work with and throw them with the work. i took the...
hurt.
it feels like a thousand nails pricking.
i guess this is it.
weddings.
i think im getting the hang of the age 21 where theres more wedding events that i have to attend. part and parcel of growing up. although it’s tiring and my sunday is burnt but it’s good thou. partly to train myself as im gonna take over mom soon. afterall, i love weddings. make me think that im prepared to have my own wedding. hahs. berangan je..
yeah. soon i will but not now....
underwater world.
thank you love for this wonderful day. i truly enjoy every minute of it.
i love you dearest.
and more pictures soon. till then.
p/s: i wish this day will never end.
appreciation.
first of all, i would like to thank to those who have wished me. thank you so much. the thoughts that counts.
and thank you sushi for the celebration yesterday. lovelove.
so… 21.. a year older, a year wiser. and definitely, things around me gotta change. i promise it will.
p/s: am looking forward for prcp. more time for distractions.
magic number.
look at how i grow..
yes, i am all grown up! turning 21 in a few hours.
time flies isnt it?
eventhou, mom and dad are not around to celebrate it like how they use too but still im glad that im able to celebrate another year with dearest boyfriend.
Thank you love.
and i dunno why this song just keep getting back in my page. definitely, it reminds me during your...
ps: i love you.
get well soon baby.
and im sorry.
sweetness.
starbucks with love just now. it’s been awhile thou.
anyway, thank you for the time. mostly appreciated.
I love you.
on the other hand, my ulcer is killing me. sigh.
lost it.
“every 60 seconds you spent being upset is one minute of happiness that you will never get back.”
as for today, i have just lost 2 hours of it.
yes, im upset due to the fact that no one actually understand how i feels. i don’t know what else i should do to please others.
this shouldnt be happening. i deserve the happiness..
*cry*
October 2009
6 posts
useless.
Thank God It’s Friday.
i shall use these time to get alot alot of rest before it’s monday again.
and yes, if you’re not happy with me, that you seems to have grudges towards me, do tell me straight to my face. i dont need you to talk behind my back, bitch. someone who dont know where she actually stand and doesnt seems to know who was her true friend. so since i already knew...
exhausted.
feeling super shagged and what, this is only the fourth day of my 18 weeks of prcp. if i were to compare between school and clinical, it seems to me that school is much more tiring.
prolly, like what boyfriend said im thinking too much. and right now, i really need my rest. honestly, i couldnt take it anymore. i thought it’s not gonna be that bad to be this in course which was defined as...
news.
it’s kind of sad that nowadays people are doing things out of their own will and anger. the fact that they know they are wrong yet they did it. simply brainless. and even sadder that it seems to be more and more people from our own race. yes, MALAY. shameless. i wonder what were you thinking at that moment..slapping, punching and god knows what else you did. and mind you she’s only 23...
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survivor.
ive been stuck with blogspot for quite awhile and decided for a change. and finally i am. i’ll be closing my blogspot soon and so readers, any updates will be post here instead. please note. thank you.
and so i had my first day of prcp in school. yes, tell me about it. i dragged myself to school and obviously im having difficulties to wake up on time. ive been pampering myself with tv,...